Church is a place where you can just "go" and vegetate in the back corner, counting down the minutes till it's over...........OR, it can be a place where you feel peace, feel apart of the community, feel closer to God, and kind of take a breath after a hard week of life LOL. I hope you can get something out of it Bill, but you may have to put something into it first.........some of your time and faith. As always, baby steps...........no one is asking you to join a cult here, just be apart of a social setting and find some inner peace thru God's help. There is no perfect recipe here, everyone is different when it comes to religion. Give it a shot! Now, if they start bringing out snakes at the next service...........get out!!!!!! Just kidding. Happy for you Bill.