It was immensely hard to choose just one. To be honest, I waffled over about 7 photos, as I grew so much last year. I had SO MANY victories as I pushed myself into styles of photography and editing that I never imagined when I first dove in to the "serious" realm...
This is the picture that won out, from our Summer trip down to see Dad, and there are so many reasons...
1) I am so in love with Florida. With the sun, with the ocean, with the beach, with the birds... I could go on and on. This shot, in a small way, captures a lot of that "essence", and stirs a longing to be there almost as strongly as actually being on the beach. I have a lot from this last trip, but this one is the "one".
2) I spotted these old pier pilings during full daylight, knew what I wished I could capture in a picture, and despite the clouds, I waited... and waited... and waited... and the clouds broke on the horizon just enough for the sun to slip through and give me the pic I had in my mind's eye. The ocean hit low tide at just the right time, the birds moved in, and I waded out up to mid-thigh and got the shot I had been daydreaming of just hours before. SNAP. Ansel Adams came to mind... "Sometimes I arrive just when God's ready to have someone click the shutter." I know, I know. I just said I waited for a couple of hours, but the way everything lined up perfectly seemed almost like God whispered in my ear to say, "I was hoping you'd be here today..."
3) It was one of the best trips I've ever had, as my Dad was healthy the whole week (a rarity these days), and active, and as we traveled here and there, he and my step-mom were laughing and reminiscing and having a blast right along with us.
4) It's personal. You see, my Dad left when I was just a little fella, 42 years ago. They stayed in the area for a while, but it didn't take long for them to disappear in an RV, and even though he tried a time or two to let me know why, I never understood. He came back at least once a year, called here and there, and as a typical kid, I worshiped him. Then, when I finally caused enough trouble at home (I was a bit... "ornery") I was banished to Dad's for the summer and discovered a love for the beach. From that point on, I went every summer that I could, which ended up being once every 3 or 4 years, but Dad's always been the quiet sort. Phone calls are 5-10 minutes, face to face convo's are a word here, a word there. Nothing major, no lack of love, just how he was. He's always been a very private person... until the last few years. He was diagnosed with horrible COPD, and the doctor told him "3 to 5 years". We've been down every summer since, whether it straps the finances or not. The last two years, he's really opened up, but his health has kept him from doing much, and although he was glad to see us, you could tell he was trying to do what we wanted even though it was uncomfortable. This last summer though, even though we ran all over creation, we kept an easy pace, and I could finally see the full LOVE that he has for the beach as well. These last 2 years, I finally came to understand the "why" he was always trying to explain, and that already strong connection was strengthened exponentially. When I showed him these pics, he got a bit misty eyed and said, "Yeah. That's it. You captured it, and that's what captured me." This pic is a connection with my old man, and fills my heart with love for not only the beach, but him too.
5) Dunno how many more summers I have, but even after he passes, I want to be there, on the beach. I wanna revel in my own love for the sand and waves, but I also wanna be able to sit there and feel the companionship of my Dad, because I know he'll be there. Unfortunately, trips down south are expensive. The only way we make it is with the lightened load of being able to stay with them, so once he is gone, we may never find the way to return. Not as often as I'd like, at least. I'd do almost anything to relocate, to live down there, but I have a career of 15 years here, and my wife has one of 10 or so as well. It took us a while to get where we are, and even though it's not an affluent lifestyle, it's horribly terrifying to think about starting over, transplanting my family to a new place without the tiny bit of comfort we've finally carved out for ourselves. These pics might be all I have, but with the emotion and memories behind them, with this being the "one"... how could it NOT be my favorite?
6) There's a small bit that says, "Nice composition! Rule of thirds! You learned enough to get the settings right for the shot, and enough about editing to draw out the feel!" but that's just a small part of it. I'm proud of all that, to be sure, but just because it helped me capture a memory.
Thanks for listening to an old redneck fool ramble.