First I gotta ask just how big are your backpacks that they won't fit in trash bags?!! :beguiled: Or are you just talking about the little bags that fit inside trashcans used in the house? Because some of my trash bags are so huge, I could fit all of my camera bags inside one and still have room.
Please don't start second guessing the WHAT-IF's in reference to Anice because all it will do is succeed in beating yourself up.

Sure, it is natural to have those thoughts, but even with the ultimate best in care, some forms of cancer can be very aggressive. You need your sleep so you don't run out of medicine before the end of the month. Keep moving forward one small step at a time, Bill. :encouragement: