Re: Wud's project 365
Lol, I know I sound very annoying. I don't have a low self esteem problem, I am just
really nerdy and I follow some extremely talented photographers and I have a long way before being able to do the same. I still make tons of mistakes, but also keep in mind, the education aren't just about how to photograph - its also about how to brand yourself, how to use page rank, how to get clients etc etc etc.
Stuff I dont know how to do:
work with flash light outside the studio
do dramatic studio images (last time was pure luck)
photograph men!
use foreground-middleground-background without being on the edge of making it look like I am someone spying on a family (lol!)
get a fully booked calendar
company portraits (the big shots paying a lot of $$, which a lot of photographers do, for keeping up living)
these tricky landscape compositions, which looks AWESOME when pulled of right - example:
http://www.esbenzollnerolesen.com/files/gallery/EZ_20140405_HoP_hoop_shoot_-_Pernille__0031.jpg
And much more. I could go on.
As I wrote, I am very happy I've come this way already, but as you all know - it takes a lot of work. Simple thing as finding the 'mistake' in your image, can be so very hard to see. I don't feel bad, actually I am happy I am so earthbound that I know, which level I am at. Seriously, I've seen some homepages with people who photograph for money, which was simply horrible! Wow.
I was sad not getting into the school, both because I wanted to learn more, but also as I now have to go find a job (which I
really need to, as I have absolutely no money), which feels like I am taking a huge step away from photographing full time, just when I thought I was going to do it NOW.
Honestly, don't feel bad on my behalf, this is just me being nerdy and pushing myself, to go to the place I wanna be at.
What helps me the most, are someone else who looks at my images and say - hey, if you'd done the composition a little more xxx, it would have worked better. Hey, you need more light on the eyes. Etc.